I am having a frustrating explossion of intelect. My brains are developing in leaps and bounds and I want change, change, change. I want this world to be better. I can make it better. I dont know how to make the biggest change and I am terrified that every day that goes by brings me closser to failing the world.

More on these thoughts later. Perhaps when I am not reading late into the night, cramming school work.