I am scrambling like a rat caught up in a maze. I have no purchase, no control, no freedom. I am trapped- trapped, trapped, trapped. Let me out! Let me breathe! I am suffocating here under all these laws and frowns and demands and expectations and jail sentences.�
And all this dissapointment, this bitter, cruel, evil dissapointment. I feel as if I will do nothing in life but dissapoint. I feel as if no one will know ME. No one can understand me.�
And that is such a lonesome thought- that there will always be a me. And that there will never be an us.�