it hurts that that's what we've come to. that that's the amount that you value our friendship. it hurts like hell that you have to find something wrong with me. and that you've turned people against me.

and Mr. PWJ is right: i'm impetious. don't know what that means? then i'll tell you.

Impetious. Noun. Sturborn, pasionate.

and i'm going to be impetious about this.

i don't like it when you do these things. these things that quite litterally break my heart.

i almost choked during lunch, as i tried to eat and not cry and get food past that huge lump in my throat.

You're breaking my heart.

And you're enjoying every second of it.