I wish that i could run like the wind, run like water, run run run until i was far away from this town, and my family, and this boy, and i could finaly be working towards my dreams and my future.

right now it feels like i am stuck in some strange alien standstill, and i can't chase my dreams because i'm too busy chasing me, and chasing freedom.

i need to get out of here. i'm suffocating, and when i do get the chance to breathe, someone wraps their fingers around my throat and suffocates me all over again.

I just... i want people to get it.
i know i'm not perfect, but i'm better than my family.

and i'm sick of them telling me i'm wrong.