Something that I want everyone else to be proud of. I mean, I'm so proud. I want to retake, to be even prouder, but this is something fantastic.�
Okay?�
So please. Don't trivalise it.�
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I feel like spreading some romantic optimism, but I'm worn out with writting romance. I'm not thrilled that this stupid boy likes me. I'm not thrilled that I don't know how to address it.�
I just.... I want to be thrilled.�
I'm fasinated by triangle boy. I wish I was able to take him up on that coffee date. I wish that he is as fasinated by me as he says.�
I hope I'm forever done tilting at windmills. �
I hope it's time for me to just find the man I'm going to love. �
I just... I'm ready to do something with my life